Most difficult thing to manage is my own mind . I witness the slavery of my own desires. Sense of doership is not only making my body tired but my mind has also lost its sharpness.I am in middle of no where I am chasing deep rooted cravings for materialism. Yet I know my desires cannot fullfill me.
I have forgotten the fact who am I ?
Am I blissfulness ? My attention is out side in materialstic world. Do I need to look inside ?
I guess I need solitude to go within.